sigh. im not a spendthrift! nods.

out with dadeedoo just now. my legs are still aching. think its from the continuous walking ._. bought this a skirt from zara (dont have my frigging size so i had to get another sort that i dont quite like as much) and this pale pink top that is so unbelievably cheap it caught me in shock and was left dumbfounded for a few secs. anyway our initial plan was to watch sch of rock but long story. the thing is that we didnt catch it :( possibly watching it tomms, then.

da i cant do any judgement cos i dont think i should but cheer up :) theyre all like that. and its true that it might take them a day but it might take us weeks. months. but its okay with so many people to be there for you. alright? smile, my brave lil down syndrome friend :) oh. and have fun with leon :D wahaha. you havent reported to me how it went!!

You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn't know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn't think that they would come crashing down, no

You don't have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
And don't it make you sad about it

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
To cry, cry me a river
Cry me a river-er
Cry me a river
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

I know that they say
That somethings are better left unsaid
It wasn't like you only talked to him and you know it
(Don't act like you don't know it)
All of these things people told me
Keep messing with my head
(Messing with my head)
You should've picked honesty
Then you may not have blown it
(Yea..)

You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
(All alone)
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
(When you call me on the phone)
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
(I'm not like them baby)
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
(It's your turn)
To cry, cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be... leaving

You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it

Cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river
(You can go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Cause I've already cried)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
(Ain't gonna cry no more, yea-yea)

haha quite an old song. never liked it but heard it again recently and it suddenly turned out to be not bad. rahh. lethargic.


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sometimes i wonder if people are aware of my existence. or the fact that i was there. and yes this is one of those times but i shall not get myself all fucked up over nothing.

did quite a lot of shopping recently. was like out of control or something. -laughs- previously with my mum then with yins and my sis and my sis and my sis. haha. think im going out with dadeedoo on monday! after tuition. do you feel like ikea, dsf? i miss tings and steph :( where is everyone? my personal kangeroo REEraroo? nanapok. momsiee!! and well. other poeple too..

oh! and happy birthday, 'daddy' though im sure youre never gonna read this. glad that youre back from msia already! my dear sister was fretting over why there were no messages during these 2/3days ._. she made me change my sim card countless times only to have me change back again!

im watching my sister getting ready to meet dino in sentosa. and i thought of a song. it doesnt apply to them or anything but i just thought of it.

One boy, one girl, two hearts, their world
Time goes by, secrets rise
One more, sad song, tears shed, she's gone
She'd take it back, if she only could

All the perfect words they seem so wrong,
She's gone
You wish that you could learn to see,
The door is closed and you wish you could be

Alone with you, alone with me
What can I do, I can not breath
My heart is torn, for all to see
Alone with you, alone with me.

Best friend, worst thing, she's been, cheating
Friend deceives, she leaves
Last date. she cries, whispers, goodbye
She walks once more, out that door

Please stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
Stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
What can I do?

Alone with you, alone with me, what can I do
I can not see, alone with, alone with...

lalala! in a good mood. not exactly high spirited but happy :)

haven't been using hotmail for a quite a while and i just discovered that they have a new image! haha quite nice. squarey.
i like the biotherm's lip gloss! i cant quite believe i actually did my geog hols hmwk and used 8 pieces of ppr! unknowingly! haha just realised that will young's leave right now really sound like one of those oldies but er its quite nice la. what is it with me and the word quite?? oh whatever. im always crappy when im happy. so. shall crap more! to anyone reading this [which is like nobody except myself] bear with it. hmm matt thorne's book child star is really nice! i liked it. though it think i mighta creased it. heh. was at the library and saw this book totally sparkingly new and the cover art was done quite nicely so i borrowed it. turned out to be nice! sigh. steph's gone! :( and dear shuqi has gone MIA. i hope tings comes back soon. im growing sick of writing letters instead of just calling her. read abt this politician accused of molesting maid and have an affair few years ago. dont think he's suited to be a politician anw. theyre supposed to be really saintly and everything. gonna do this issue for english hol hmwk! ok think i crapped enough alr. shall go off and do the DREADED math. oh god. i HATE math. if only the person who came up with math had amnesia before telling anyone about his strange inhumane findings ._.

// jessica simpson ; with you
all saints ; never ever

growls. just as i was happily thinking tht my cousin's comp likes me and doesnt throw its stupid tantrums by hanging on me, it does. the very next minute. hmrph. and now my cousin's standing behind me waiting for me to fin blogging so tht she cn play her neopets! ._.

nvm shall blog agn whn m home. laters!

well. if thats the way you want it to be.
its totally completely fine by me.
i would rather not sit around the whole day
and drive myself crazy during mid-may,

believe me, i have better things to do!

-

before the bloody bright red screen even rolled up
when it was so tense i couldnt even fart
a stupid naive lil kid i was, peek
ing at the corners, lifitng the covers.

scanning the applauding crowd, excitement
mounts, i see you, as my breath catches,
as my heart sparsely melted away,
you still had your arm wrapped around her.

-

but yes, thats the way i wanted it to be
you took the first step but when you stepped back
i fell - raucously at your feet, oh
i drove myself crazy, prattling on, no.

believe me, you were important in a poof

-

as cliche as it sounds, as time pass,
there was suddenly a digress of me from you
it felt like i was in the middle of
a joust, and you know ive never ridden

so i fell - raucously on the dewy grass
just like i did, when i fell for you.
and my world swirled in a mishmash of colours
with our songs as my only source of relic

-

but yes, thats the way i wanted it to be
you took the first step but when you stepped back
i fell - raucously a your feet, oh
i drove myself crazy, prattling on, no.

believe me, you were important in a poof

-

smiling goofily behind the screens
i was anticipating the curtain's call
but there was a problem with the strings
and everything, everything let loose.

you and i, we cant hide ourselves
in your eyes i could see how things were
and it's because they were the way they were
deep inside, i could see what your world meant to me

-

complications, webs of woven tales
that i would never be set for
as were the razed lines caked with blood
deep inside, i could comprehend that

things could never be the way
i wanted it to because the way
it was going to be, be shutting me out
as whenever razed lines needed to be

caked with blood again but baby that
just doesnt matter because im never
get through you even without your hands on hers.
frustration mounts, YOUre a mishmash of colours

well. if thats the way you want it to be.
its totally completely fine by me.
i would rather not sit around the whole day
and drive myself crazy during mid-may,

but believe me, you'd always be a part of me.

oh baby
even with you half gone
you were a part of me -
someone i was evolving into
with every hot and humid
long summer day inducted.
but when the curtain calls,
i wont be there no more.

^x no one knows how to say

that they're sorry.

[if they even bother at all]

decided to change my pic after all. after a few more glances, it REALLY does look kinda queer. this one's a lil funny too but whtevr. too lazy to do any more in-depth investigation. ladidum! met my sis and bought some..supplies that inspired me to complete wrapping my xmas presents! hee. steph..the way your present is wrapped is HORRIDLY..unique? ._. left with my sis' and anothr 1/2 of tings'. oh and yins' box! ladidum. shall buy thm all on friday..cnt wait for friday! :D my sister was packing her area of the bedroom and we had many great..discoveries!! really beneficial. -laughs discreetly-

Remember me
Feels like forever
Since the days
When we were friends
Don't understand
All these changes
I'm still the same
No need to pretend
Where'd it go?
Do you know
Maybe it just doesn't matter

Chorus
'Cause when I try to talk to you
I feel like I'm not getting through to you
Where did we go wrong
It's hard to be strong
When I talk
When I talk to you

There were times
In the beginning
When you were there
When I needed you the most
We'd sit and talk
About the future
And laugh about
Us getting old
Do you know
How it feels
I hope that you know that it matters

Chorus

I want you to know everything that I am
Don't want to know what life would be without you

oh wait.
WHAT IS HAPPENING?

sheesh.
i really have no right to be..agitated.
but i am.
and i dont know why.

but you have no right to just..
WHATEVER.

its not like im not over you anyway.

i want to watch so many movies! not really a lot. but now that tings is gone, [and the fact that everyone else either seem to be busy doing their own stuff or just arent movie-goers] there's nobody to drag to the movies anymore :( there's love actually and lotr part2! i missed it and now its out again. but! oh well. and duplex..and i forgot. feeling kinda deprived ._.

anyhow. was at my cousin's house last night and we suddenly started talking dirty and my male cousin, who's only 11 got all flushed and excited ._. he came up with Big Bird and KingKong for my very distant relatives who are visiting. cos, well, he ACCIDENTALLY entered the lavatory while Big Bird was bathing and er you can understand how he earned his nickname. even his sister cant stand him! kids these days -shakes head- i thought he was coined Big Bird because he thought he looked liike that yellow Big Bird from Sesame Street! ._.

I wake up, in the morning
Pull the blinds and see the sunshine
And I wonder, if this Monday
Will wipe the rain off yesterday

Let's go fishing, down the river
Let's go fly a kite on primrose hill
Take advantage of the sunshine
There's no telling when the rain comes in

I feel good, I feel fine
Kicked the flu last week now I'm alright

Come and meet me on the corner
Or just pick me up and we can drive
I was sitting, feeling pretty
Blast the music on the radio

I feel I'm walking, or maybe running
With my favourite song I'm humming

Da da da, da da da, da da da

I walked in to my house
Saw a spider in the bath tub
And when I screamed, It nearly ran
Cos he was just as scared as I was

Called my mom to tell her I love her
Cos she always has been there for me
See I'm blessed with a family
That will love me till eternity

Da da da, da da da, da da da
And I'm glad to be alive
Da da da, da da da, da da da
Whatever it's like outside
Da da da, da da da, da da da
I'm just glad to be alive
Da da da, da da da, da da da

Dressing up, with no effort
Put my hair up in a pony tail
My ID is getting rugged
I will buy myself another pair

I got a call, from my boyfriend
Saying he'll be here at seven
He said he made, a reservation
At our local dining station

As I walk, down the street
The puddle's soaking up my feet
In the water, there's reflections
Of the city street's projections

Stand and face me, just in case you
Miss a chance now to embrace me
Keep on walking, holding hands now
Let's enjoy this dark and rainy night

Started here, started there
With my skirt turned up but I don't care

I got home, kissed my daughter
Jumped in to bed with my lover
Listened to Harry Potter
On my cassette player audio

Da da da, da da da, da da da
And I'm glad to be alive
Da da da. da da da, da da da
With you right by my side
Da da da, da da da, da da da
I'm glad to be alive
Da da da, da da da, da da da
You make me glad to be alive
Da da da, da da da, da da da
Whatever it's like outside
Da da da, da da da, da da da
I'm just glad to be alive
Da da da, da da da, da da da
With you right by my side
Together the strain
And the wind and the rain
And the heartache and pain
Cos it's all just a waste of time

^x im FINALLY 15 :D

was out with steph and sq..had dinner at swensens that got us so IRRITATED [which later led to spasticness..sq esp. tsktsk!] cos this stupid waitress who musta hated us kept annoying us. too lazy to elaborate. anyhow shopped at muee and bought dalkis stuff!! hoho. and im almost done with xmas presents :) left with half of sq's and my sister's. coulda gotten them last night but by the time we reached taka the shops were all friggin closed already so what the hell. 'loitered' around and tried to pretend that we were guests of kathreen or whatever is her name's wedding..sq actually squeezed into the lift with those tourists to go upstairs to the rooms! got us staring after her in shock.

just came back from shopping with my mum..bought this black spaghetti, skirt and jacket. yes all black! what was going though my head man. coulda gotten similar spaghetti at mango's sale!! growls. forgot about it. nvm maybe i shall get it in another shade anyhow. was thinking of buying this guess dress. are they having a sale too? whee!! :D i love year end sales.

and to everybody who wished me, thank you!! :)

I remember all my life
Raining down as cold as ice
Shadows of a man
A face through a window
Crying in the night
The night goes into

Morning, just another day
Happy people pass my way
Looking in their eyes
I see a memory
I never realized
How happy you made me
Oh Mandy

Well you came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
Well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today, oh Mandy

I'm standing on the edge of time
I walked away when love was mine
Caught up in a world of uphill climbing
Tears are on my mind
And nothing is rhyming
Oh Mandy

Well you came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
Well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today, oh Mandy

Yesterday's a dream
I face the morning
Crying on the breeze
The pain is calling
Oh Mandy

Well you came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
Well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today, oh Mandy

Well you came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
Well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you

Oh, Mandy won't you listen to what I've got to say
Oh, baby don't you let me throw it all away
Oh, Mandy won't you listen to what I've got to say
And I need you today
Oh, Mandy

nice song!! and im back!! 2 more days to my 15th year on this earth! :D -grins wide-
my mum is annoying me to go have my dinner now. laters!

aint xtina pretty.

11days to my birthday!!

just chatted with tings online!! miss that girl. shes coming back on the 23rd! :))) yayy. we shall be able to catch lotr togth like we do every year. and we were discussing about our er. sex crushes ;) and her stupid pesty sister who came along! hahas. so funny when i read back :) iloveyou! :D

When they push, when they pull
Tell me can you hold on
When they say you should change
Can you lift your head high and stay strong

Will you give up, give in
When your heart's crying out "that is wrong"
Will you love you for you at the end of it all

Now in life there's gonna be times
When you're feeling low
And in your mind insecurities seem to take control
We start to look outside ourselves
For acceptance and approval
We keep forgetting that the one thing we should know is

Don't be scared
To fly alone
Find a path that is your own
Love will open every door

See in your hands the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know
All the answers you will unfold
What are you waiting for
Spread your wings and soar

The boy who wonders, is he good enough for them
Keep trying to please them all
But he just never seems to fit in
Then there's the girl who thinks she'll never ever be
Good enough for him
He's trying to change and
That's a game she'll never win

In life there will be times when you're feeling low
And in your mind insecurities seem to take control
We start to look outside ourselves
For acceptance and approval
We keep forgetting that one thing we should know is

Don't be scared
To fly alone
Find a path that is your own
Love will open every door

See in your hands the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know
All the answers they will unfold
What are you waiting for
Spread your wings and soar

In the mirror is where she comes
Face to face with her fears
Her reflection looked forward on to her
After all these years
However how she's tried to be
Something besides herself
Now time has passed and she's ended up
Somewhere else with regret

What is it is that makes us feel the need
To keep pretending
Gotta let ourselves be

Don't be scared
To fly alone
Find a path that is your own
Love will open every door

See in your hands the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know
All the answers you will unfold
Don't wait no more
Spread your wings and soar

Find your road
Love will open every door
See in your hands the world is yours
Don't look back in the window, you'll find your way
Always know all the answers will unfold

Oh don't wait
Spread your wings and soar
Don't wait no more
You've got to soar
Spread your wings and soar
Don't wait no more
No don't you wait no more
Spread your wings and soar
You've can soar

I AM SO FREAKING IRRITATED!!!!!!!!!!
BLOODY SIMS WILL NOT WORK IN MY BLOODY COMP!!!!!
ARGH!!

-runs to the nearest ocean and jumps into it-

but then again. i would die just running to an ocean.

ARGH!
fucking piece of shit!!
i have superstar and making magic all here staring at me BUT the original one cant work. and without it, i can dream on!! FUCK!

//under construction tentatively.

graduation, graduation, graduation.
i wish i were sec4 THIS year too!
everyone's bustling around getting their dresses, makeup and hair done.
mounting excitement!!
if only i were there!!

//i think to myself where do i belong forever?

was out with doreen and nana yesterday. and yes, sabrina wee. i insist on calling you wee yue wen. and please stay out of mobile archive, thank you. coulda strangled tht girl. watched tht butterfly show. la papilion or whtever. tht girl is so damnit cute!! my god. though i was trying hard to sit straight thru'out the entire movie owing to the fact that my bladder was bursting any minute!! sheesh. and the both of them just happily dismissed my imperative condition, asking me to 'go pee la!' just so i would desist my whining. thank you, i DIDNT know i should do that! -grumbles. BUT i lasted till the movie ended la. realised i overshared. but anyhow. the movie's quite good. and gramps+grandfather in french is so cute! pipi or something. cant remember. anyway doreen was moooooody and subdue. until, of course SOMEBODY perked her up ;) had dinner at pastamania and nana has a problem with my process of putting spaghetti on the spoon and adding cheese to it before i devour it. thats the way i eat it okay! hmrpf.

s t e p o ! signed your deserted guestbk. did you check? cant wait for friday either. been a LONG time. really! need to buy some bras..-wiggles eyebrows- suddenly thought of our er times when i'd cradle in your..sheesh. this is getting RAted. as always! just hope people dont get the wrong idea like they did about you+tings..for being pl. -laughs- THAT was HILARIOUS.

t i n g s ! i missed you BADLY, girl!! not sure if you got to use your dad's laptop like last time but er i guess not. anyhow. HURRY UP AND COME BACK ALREADY!! im becoming a living souless ghoul ._. got stuff to tell you tooooo!! GRUNTS IN FRUSTRATION.

:,(




Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right.

sorry you cant define me
sorry i break the mold
sorry that i speak my mind
sorry dont do what im told
sorry if i dont fake it
sorry i came too real
so here it is. no hype. no glass. no pretense.

sorry if i aint perfect
sorry i dont give a fuck
sorry i aint no diva
sorry i just know what i want
sorry im not a virgin
sorry im not a slut
i wont let you break me, think what you want
lift your head high and stay strong. keep pushing on.

//xtina aguilera.

heh.

my sister is grinning ear to ear. literally. cos her o's end today. and her happiness is so contagious! anyway shes happily skipped to town or PS or wherever jurassic park is today ;)

am stuck at home with my mum. reading how to deal again. heh. and wondering when sq would be back to lend me SIMS :( i WANT TO PLAY SIMS!! argh.

young girl, dont cry.
i'll be right here when you world starts to fall
young girl its alright
your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly.

its stuck in my mind!

and tingtingtings. when are we gonna catch wishing stairs?? heard its good! :) us the scary-movie-goers.

steph! its up to you when you wanna come. my mum says its okay.

daily horoscope for sagittarius by Cosmogirl

Sagittarius
(November 23-December 21)

Yup, you've got responsibilities that can seem to get in the way of fun today, but that's the way it is sometimes, Saggie. Focus on school, work, and taking care of business at home. The more efficient you are now, the more freedom you'll have later to do what you want. Besides, you'll probably feel good about yourself by showing how mature you can be.

^{x havent felt this way in a long time x}

didnt feel like blogging.
too tired.

yesterday was a day filled with emotions! like happy one moment then shocked then worried then happy then sleepy and stony..you get the picture.

my results suck like fuck. and my mums so nice about it. im gonna do something with that rotting brain of mine this hols. two stacks of books piled up on my table. i shall conquer math!! yayy. heh. too early for celebration. got motivated to pack my table. its so neat now! and i found this hello kitty scotch tape thingy. so cute! resting on my table now :)) and the plant on my table is finally growing! haha.

went to stephs house yesterday to slack and play SIMS :D shuqi got all of us addicted! anyway i SO guai-ly went to school for cca just to find out there isnt cca. im toot la. forgot that they passed a message down that there wasnt cca. hmrpfs.

my sister is crazy. seriously deranged. shes abusing this lil cute toy that she puts right in front of her when she studies. think she placed it there for convenience. so she can torture it whenever shes stressed. poor toy. its really cute. and soft! nice to touch :)

anyway i did the e.lit holiday hmwk today!! heh. went to the mall with kmiang :) couldnt find her three quarts la. a non branded and ugly one costs 40bucks. madness.

my sister's having tuition now. she+her tutor are like damn lame. i almost burst out laughing by what they tell each other! BUT i caught myself and remembered that i am supposed to be minding my own business. and now he's saying that shes lying to him claiming there's something that decolourises some shit and he's laughing at her being so..whoops. and WHY am i blogging about this?!

tings!! is your comp FINALLY done?? anws am not pissed la! youre always blur as usual. but anyway, dont worry. we can always catch wishing stairs some other day. loveyou!! and have fun at your annual dinner. miss you, babe :) p.s you'd better be coming for chem tomms and not con me okay!

now my sis+tutor's arguing over whether some shit decolourise.

decided to sign gbks here. seems to be down!

haha steph+sq!! bth of you darn cute :D
was grinning like a cheshire cat. teehee! oh but im not pricess la. typo, you two!
haha and steph, i have not blogged about that part when kerms+i were trying to pull the triangle part of your bikini and uh, exposed! ;)
YES you guys are like superr slowpokey okay -glares- haha you guys are like such good consultants!! kerms too. im feeling darn lucky to have free clothes specialists :D and i used to have this aspiring ENORMOUS pimple but after tanning, its suddnly tamed down!! oh and ive solved the mystery to the red patches we developed. its bcos the banana boat tanning lotion has 0 SPF which means 0 protection from the sun which means..HIGH CHANCE OF SKIN CANCER!! gawd. nvm at least we have each other in the hospital ward la. anw the 0 SPF one was the only tanning lotion there so had to buy that one and didnt see carefully!! -growls- oh well. at least we had the exfoliating session :) er steph THE champion why were you screaming and yelping while swimming to our wooden island?? and you and tings' white sunblock was shocking! did you watch GOTCHA just now? the white ghost that the hosts planned to con sharon au? yes you guys look a lil like that ghost..-runs away before you whack me- haha and does trying on two pairs of jeans make me a ZIPPY?!! momsie! and tht reminds me of the ever horny steph who took this porno pic of me. hrmpfs. AND I LOVE YOU BOTH TOO!! :D -grins till my mouth aches- and steph, you'll find my decayed tooth outsyd of your window right now :)

kermin!! you remember the candid shot that steph took of you?? its damnit cute. my god. you look like some cartoon character! my sister thinks so too!! so cute. im nvr ever gonna delete that! heehee

bernbern//you horny thing la you! dont you try deny it! kiat showed me this book that you lent her..and its one of those bian tai RAted ones again. -shakes head- tsktsk. dont try and push the title to me la. youre still the horny queen *falala!! heh. haha i aint big chiobu la. sheesh! tings yes but not me. sad but true. heh. am gonna studystudystudy too!! revise sciences and maths. been really slacky this year!! :( we shall work hard togth. loveeyou!

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okay am done.
i cannot believe that this dumbass mailed me and went : youre so cute! are you sec1?? youre sec1 right?
oh. my. god.

NO I AM NOT.

i absolutely hate people who does things like that. for the last time, im not a kiddo. okay.
im a grown up BIG girl on her way to blowing 15 candles in 29 days.
so think before you speak -rolls eyes-

wyn+da! your friend leh!!

anyhows.
went ree's house today :)) brought ai qing bai pi shu vcd for her and she wasnt pleased!! -grumbles- supposed to bring other vcds tomms. had tomyam from that stall that we both liked since..a year ago. and her sisters are damn funny. but its true. just remember me when youre all rich and famous okay? and dont be silly, im str8. what are you talking about?? spent hours watching it and also getting abused meanwhile. she cannot stop burping in my face, scratching my knee and lying all over me, screaming when i move to get back to my original position so that she can rest her hand on me!! and whacking me. oh and hurling abuse at me la! happily calling me stupid like its my middle name. hmrpfs. but thanks anyway for accompanying me all the way to toa payoh to drop two books at the bookdrop and also bring me all the way right infrnta my bus stop because im such a green horn in that area la. inexperienced. and bet youre happy now that he's visiting you and finally watching your show with you tomms. i can see your face shining exuberantly already. you luckylucky girl you :)

oh before that went to school. missed chem lessons cos someone told me it was 830. so went for stjohnnie instead. drew the letters and we're SNSJ haemoglobinated! haha thought the phrase was cool! so drew the letters and left la. heh. but am happy though. elated :D cos of an..encounter :))))

am so happy today [esp after talking to tings on the phone and recounting the..encounter] i smiled at this other stnicks girl living near my house and even created some small talk :)

oh they've finally ended the decolourising debate. shall go watch bachelor now.
oh my god. he's singing a song ._.

just came back!! :D

sucha happyhappyhappyhappy day today -grins at anyone who comes my way-
darn tired and missed holland v and punk'd BUT im still happy :D

tings driver came and got us to town so obviously we towned and found the most fab jeans though we actually saw them before but for some weird reason we got superbly excited about it this time!! but there was no time [and no money] so we headed up to crystal jade and had our lunch+breakfast :) ll always love that stuff.
then we started planning our getaway ._. think too much la. heh.

then went sentosa and met up with steph * queenie!! sq * momsie!! kerms *plime :) and headed to some beach. think its palawan la but its been such a long time since we went sentosa..[yes kuku us] lyk 5mths ago or smth we were overjoyed with the sight of the beach we just charged ahead!! changed then crossed over that bridge to that southernmost continent or some crap place. teehee! felt like we were stranded on some island then we swam to that wooden block of thingy and started tanning! but before that we were contemplating for a loong time whether we should swim and stared at the sea for some time. shuqi was the hao lian one [hee!] and kermin was the so-so la. and me! the slowpok! steph+tings worst lo. screaming and yelling their lungs out and had to be escorted. so anyway the banana boat golden tanning oil worked quite well cos now there is SUCH an obvious tan line along my boobs and erm well, the bottom. however, it was not effective without all of us going through this trial of rashes or whatever it is. developed red patches!! kermin+i wenta buy drinks and stuff and when we were back, found this 3 silly people doing something to each others' back! they look damn corny and found out steph the genius came up with this exfoliating thing!! at first we were like rolling our eyes and going 'are you sure?!' but after some proof, we all started exfoilating each other in circles and well, shifting around whenever someone whines that no one's exfoiliating for her. shall not tell anyone steph's cool discovery!! :)) in the end we all had smooth and tanned legs+backs! :)) oh and when we were tanning this group of ANNOYING guys were obviously turned on by steph or something. kept following us lo. SHEESH. all 5 of us lying next to each other on the wooden thingy and they were like JUMPING AROUND US or playing some kinda DUMB game. GAWD. and they cant even SWIM. -faints- we swam to and fro from the shore to the wooden thingy like 3/4 times and its so NEAR they cant even make it. like get lost, losers. anyway, we had shuqi's FAB chocolate cake!! its DAMN good. really. my momsie rawwks :D and stephs muffins er not bad either. though i didnt eat it. heh. bought all the chips but nobody ate! didnt eat much actually. anyhow, we were drawing stuff on the sand with this stick when suddenly someone came up with this idea of burying someone and i told them about that scene in crazy/beautiful. so we decided to bury steph's entire body and heehee!! that poor girl! kenna tortured by us!! made ENORMOUS boobs till it cracked and all. was really fun!! took pics of us at work and steph's constipated face and tadahh!! our masterpiece! actually we took alorta pics la. with my phone. it got so sandy in the end! and kermin wenta hide it in the rocks when we were playing in the water. was worried that some crab or animal would come take it away ._. and tings thinks there are SHARKS in the water!! sheesh. anyway was very fun in sentosa and actually tings+i were leaving for town first but in the end we all left togther and her driver fetched all of us to town :)) took pics and pics and pics and yea. you get the picture. [oh! you get the picture and we took pics! pun! :D] but we looked helluva retarded ._. with that distorted phone of mine.

so tings went with her mum after that and she got to buy her jeans that we discovered and she left. [i bought my jeans in the end too!] meanwhile, after eating, we wenta miss selfridge, mango, URS, charles+keith, phuture london, future state, m)phosis, topshop, surfbabe, fcuk and some other shops that i cant remember. gawd. legs were like breaking. we were SO energetic at first trying literally EVERYTHING that we thought was nice and even lame stuff just for the fun out of it. and turned out the lame stuff was quite nice!! though i'd look like a retard walking around with a sleeveless purplish pink tee with rows+rows+rows of circular stuff hanging over it!! saw this mango top that i REALLY liked but even small was big :(( it wasnt big but that special metal thing that holds it up is standard and its so frigging low the whole thing reveals like 3/4 of my boobs ._. but if held up, its nice!! liked it ALOT but oh well. saw some stuff that am gonna buy on friday!! we're gonna celebrate kermin's bday and buy what we saw today :D tried on some nice sophiscated dresses at phuture london [u know the kind you wear to attend weddings or for some grand party but they're too glam to walk around in in the streets.] and they're nice too!! but too impractical. might buy one just for the fun out of it :) think the people in URS musta been really irritated with us. tried everything from boots to wedges [how do you spell it??!] to this ballerina shoes!! was dancing around till..well, was dancing around till i spotted another nice slip-on to try on. teehee.

literally shopped till we dropped.

i need someone to massage my legs.
like badly.
my knees feel so srunched up!!

and steph+sq+kermin? thanks for my EARLY bday present. loved it :)
love you guys!!

in fact, i love SW*K!! :D

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huh. im really bored.

friendster's freaking slow. and some stupid ass hacked into my accnt!!
i kp signing in bt they kp telling me i cnt enter.
thn finally its okay nw..

feel very bhb approving ppl's testimonial! sheesh.

my eye was bleeding last nyt. think i over rubbed it or smth. n i continued rubbing it even after it was bleeding! sheesh. gross. shall spare anyone reading this [which is no one] the explicit details. but it wasnt spewing out blood like doreen thinks it was la. it was more like a mixture of blood+tears [?!?] freaked me out. anyhow, its okay now. just a lil red. should i wear contacts?

read king of the castle. its such a disturbing book! both hooper+kingshaw's parents are sexually deprived. like yuck! get a life. and hooper obviously has mental problems. kingshaw's like dumb? cant speak up for himself.
happen to like fielding only. he seems like the only sane person in there.

am growing a pimple plantation across my forehead!! GRR. i need to do something about this..eyesore.
tell me why isnt blackmores working all of a sudden?!!?

yayy sentosa tomms :))

listening to bsb's i'll never break your heart! -laughs. such an old song but it suddenly seems nice again :)

the o's ytd was okay, i think. but got one word and three answers to close passage wrong already :(

towned after that. it was like..played hide and seek la ._. -looks tiredly at wyn-
plopped on my bed and zZZz immediately after i reached home [after bathing la. im not gross]

watched matrix though! :) why is trinity so..aged and old?! not that she's been attractive in the past or anything but still. she wasnt like that! neo suddenly looks better than he did. hmm. and this one's quite touching! suddenly its drama. the ending's quite odd. it ends with sunlight streaming in. how weird is that?! big bro and i both decided that its highly possible that there's gonna be matrix4! but maybe years later.
cine is flooded with posers [yuck.] and stinky smokers every night.
charlie busted is on cosmogirl cover page as the most wanted 101! :) yayy.
and blue's on lime :))
spotted them in times..while..playing hide and seek yesterday.

have decided that im gonna work hard and fail only like add math [since my add math is like hopeless ever since i took it up] from next year. am mugging during hols. whenever and wherever. -grim look.

//so there.

picnic this coming tues! :D
exciting. teehee. been a long time since i picnicked [?! or is it picnic-ed?? whatever la]!

stephsteph queenie you guys aint wearing tees to sentosa right?! you'll get bad tan lines! so ya all shall wear bikinis and shun bian tan while youre at it! :D

^{x your face
holds me over
your face
its wipes away the rain
with a hundred summer skies
and everytime i talk to you
its like im alright
and everytime i talk to you
i get a lil closer to light.}

ytd ws my daddy's bday and we didnt do anything for him at all. my mum ws lyk do you all knw its your dad's bday? we knew but didnt do anything. just didnt feel lyk la. anw sis is lyk busy preparing for her o's and im busy..doing my thing? so i just sent him a msg : happy bday, daddy! :D we love you!
thts okay, right?

im so frigging bored at home. everyone's either home busy rahh-ing at the dumb shou ce_s or out somewhr and nt bothering to say hi anymore or just rotting away at home lyk me :(

studied lyk 3hrs of chinese and i feel lyk my eyeballs are falling off soon. really feel the need to barf at the book.
maybe burying them after all these end wouldnt be a bad idea.
and to think tht tings went into hibernation w hers.
i wlda broken all walls regardless of the strong forces.
it'd be hard to even breathe with those books at the corner of my eye :(

and i needa tan. am seriously fading away into the surroundings.

oh mann. wai+my conver is getting from lame to bad!! wht is wrong w us? what is wrong w me?! coming up with all these crap. but they seem to amuse me just fine :) poor wai.

just finished typing stuff for my dear chaipo

and i was just surfing ard when i realised ! we have a sec2unity website! and complete w gbk and everything! was lyk -eyes bulge out- when i found it. totally amazed.

anw, shall go off nw. and study chinese. and eat. and bathe. and rot. grr :|

^{x cos i was feeling as small as a drop in the ocean
and now i realise that nothing has been as beautiful as when
i saw heaven in your eyes x}

i was gonna type .... when i suddenly remembered that my blog is supposed to be presentable so argh. sod it. stupid friendster is so freakin slow! gawd. ive bn waiting to read a msg since hlaf an hour ago! myspace is really much faster. but nobdy's there ._.

realised i go onlyn at the weirdest hours of the day.

^{x and i said,
goodbye to you.
goodbye to everything
i thought that i knew
you were the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to.}

but anyway, the hols are here and i for the first tym evr, i wished school wouldnt end :(

spent the whole of ytd reading ths thick book called 'to be someone' and its qt nice la. dnt knw why i wasted my day away reading tht draggy book bt some parts are qt nice.

my sister is looking so grave preparing herself for the o's tomms. feeling freaky for her!! dnt wna do tht nxt year :( wished i were sec2 all my life. thts the year whn everything was interesting, when everyone was almost happier, if nt, happier than now, everyone was nicer, everyone was prettier, everyone was smarter, everyone was..okay. it was just a whole lot better than what it is at the present. but oh well. talking crap.

and i cant believe some parent's gonna sue someone for using vulgarities in her blog. i mean its hers and isnt it some kinda human right that everyone has the right to express themselves in whatevr way they wish to? its nt lyk they're using vulgarity in tht parent's blog or anything. if tht parent doesnt lyk what she sees, thts her problem, right? this world is seriously restrictive and screwed.

was out with ree+nana on friday :) i really lyk the erm connection btween us, as doreen would put it. haha. everytime we go out together, its always different from how it feels when im with other people. the feeling doesnt fade or change even though we go out like during the hols only? but we shall go out togth more often, shant we? :)

came up with a plan to go to ree's house w/o her knwing and give her a surprise or smth bt she claims tht she 'already has a feeling tht we'd be coming'. and tht nana! she claims tht she knws the way to ree's hse lyk the back of her hands [and thn needless to say, she goes into ths long and dowry debate with herself abt why ppl hafta say its the back of their hands and not the front..or why not the foot and so on..] and she evn reprimanded me for not knwing the way to ree's house myself! [i only went once okay! ._.] what happened in the end? we got freaking lost and i ended up getting pricked by ths stupid large cactus and cos it's so unique and..exotic and i had ths black liquid on my hand, i was complaining to her tht i got poisoned, all thanks to her and she all she says is 'dont be dumb, wendy.' hmrpf. well thanks for your concern. but yea, im up and alive still. and then, after we found her block, [finally] we didnt knw wht storey she was living in! lyk sheesh. her flat has 21 storeys, for god's sake. climbed up and dwn and up and up then down again and finally got the right house. then emerges ths sleepy ree with a pissed look on her face and clad in this pooh night dress that i have too! heh. anw, she didnt have the key [!!?] so we stood there lyk idiots and luckily her maid came back with her dog [and nana kpt asking ree if this ws the same dog as the prev one cos this one's bcome so ugly [!! which is nt true] and ree kps saying yes its the same one and nana goes WHAT HAPPENED?! ._. anw, after inspecting her room, nana finally took up the interest of going to orchard library. but before that, we just had to debate about whether ree should wear this tube or tht ralph lauren tee or that spaghetti or tht halter ._. and of course, they had to laugh at me for commenting tht 'ree's jeans is so long!' hmrpf. tht doesnt neccessary mean im short okay. so we finally left her hse [complete with viewing her dahling's pic and evrything -winks-] and went to orchard library to find that by the time we were done eating tht cafe galiliee's horrible food, it ws already close to 7 and we had to leave cos there's gonna be some performance :( so we went lips [and they ordered food again] and studied a bit [watched rachel's new mtv. shes really pretty and she does not look unique or anything, sabrina wee yue wen. shes just pretty. so there [i won!] okay ths is childish bt anw, we had to leave lips cos ppl are starting to stream in for dinner and we're taking up the place so we decided to go back to ree's hse [left our stuff at ree's hse] and we talked and talked and talked till 10+ and i was whining tht we better leave cos im well, afraid of going home alone at night in case any..er things tht i cannot see appear [i knw i cnt see evn if they do but thts nt the point] and cause me to have scary encounters. finally! we left after much persuasion and i lugged my books and bag along [resembling very much lyk a nerd].

falala.
realised i typed alot! and mostly crap but bah.
okay, shall go check my friendster.
later.

god. ths is a bad tym to sign ppls' gbk!
shall just leave the rplies here.
hope you guys get ths!

sylvia
actually your msg got thru la! we have lessons at ny? dont really gt wht u were saying. at least you guys dnt hafta go back to sch during the hols for math! jeez :( but chinese lessons ovr thr are qt fun la. anws, take care! and guess ll see you tomms. sorry tht ur book arrived so late and i didnt write anything in it! :( wnted to write aft the exams bt it slipped my mind!

plimy
hey! havnt bn calling you ths for a long tym, i think.
yea. guess things didnt work out very well and we didnt get to knw each othr very well bt still! of course we cn still be friends :) take care and good luck for your o's too. you always do well!

angel
yea. i miss the old you!! wht haf you done to my yins!? :( we dont go out togth anm! -whines- i lyk tht you swing my ard whn you hug me - youre the only person who does it :)) lyk tdy at the loo! sch's gna b ovr and you better be telling me our angels' day okay. or else i'll..cut off your wings! and push you off our cloud :D -cackles- wahaha you ranting on and on abt your pd agn! did you get it done or not? b4 mrs tan comes along and clobbers you ._. still cnt believe you were on tym for cca last sat!! ws lyk -eyes bulge out- whn i gazed dwn the stairs and saw you at the green patch! the first person thr standing so still and beaming with pride! gee. and and and. my letter -taps feet impatiently- hw long ago ws your two pages?!

dinah
am not silly nor xiao hai zi! -grumbles- nvm abt tht photo thing la. bt i still wnt it. do you think you can do it for me before school ends? thanks. and its okay.

and qing, i actually tried signing your gbk lyk a gazillion tyms bt the copy i had gt ovrwritten so i guess i'll hafta sign agn some othr day..

^{x wonder what i got myself into x}

havnt gone to twn n come bk home so early in my lyf! ths is amazing. still have the afternn.

anws, went crystal jade!! :D very yummy!!
then kino..got some really cute pens and stuff
then off to miss selfridge! i have finally bought my jeans :) even tings thinks its nice. falala!
hmm. shld i get tht top tht i eyed just nw?

am in the mood to study chinese!! thanks to my new pens. teehee. shall go bathe and get down to work then.

//da! hope youre okay now. read shopaholic! it helps :) and im sure it'll turn out okay in the end la. it always does! smile, babe. -tickles-

//steph! dnt knw if youre evr gonna see ths..since youre lyk nvr onlyn [i wnted to mail u ths thing bt it seems lyk youve deleted your email accnt] and nvr blogging! bt i just wna let you knw tht i miss you, anyhow! and u lk qt pissed just nw whn my sis+i said hi! be happy and smile aights! remember tht tym u told me it aint nice to be sad? [and your -nods head- thingie. see? i remembered it all] and iloveyou!!

oh! my parents are back. shall go eat smth and start on king of the castle.

lessons resume tomms :(

and im really itching to bash you to pulp, bitch.

one of the stupid quizzes that i do whn im really bored.

four songs that get stuck in your head frequently:
1. michelle branch's all you wanted
2. tht shake ya tailfeather song
3. mandy moore's want you back
4. jolin tsai's shuo ai ni! evryone's really irritated w me cos i cnt stop.


four beverages you drink frequently:
1. iced milo
2. yakult
3. daisy hi lo fresh milk?
4. lemon juice
oh! and pokka green tea


five tv shows you liked when you were a little kid:
1. ths cartoon abt lil doodoo cars or smth. cnt really remember wht its called. bt i lurrved it.
2. all those beauty pageants or star search thingies. used to think : im gna grow up and be lyk thm! talented and pretty. HA HA.
3. lulu
4. dnt knw.
5. grr. i said dnt knw!


four places to go in your area:
1. compasspt opposite?
2. library. heh heh.
3. metro. stuff lyk tht.
4. think they're gna build a pool ard here bt nt tht it matters. dont really hang out ard my hse much. oh. does the bus stop/mrt station count?


four things you do when you're bored.
1. a very good example is wht im doing nw.
2. watch movie/tv/vcd.
3. bug my sis or someone to town with me.
4. read books or mags. yea nerdy me.


four things that never fail to cheer you up:
1. tings trying to sort out evrything n prove to me its all gna be okay
2. freda and her helluva lame stuff
3. msges frm certain ppl.
4. old friends still letting you knw they care.

four things you can't live without:
1. sight.
2. mobile! tv! movies! air con!! computer..songs..and the list goes on.
3. friends
4. realised i exceeded. they said 4 things ryt?

about ten years ago *list three things*
1. my mum took so much pictures, i have a whole shelf of me+my sister at tht age
2. i ws still cute. and innocent. and laughing at evrything. and no study stress.
3. i wore really odd stuff. puffy dresses and all. oh and my hair! my mum lurves experimenting diff styles. have manymany boxes of clips and furry bands. and i dont think i had many friends. just a few tht i remember. -frowns- which is kinda sad.

about two years ago *list three things*
1. i ws really retarded
2. my hair sucked. lyk totally.
3. it ws just bad.

about one year ago *list three things*
1. it ws the best year in school
2. i didnt study much yet i got ths improvement award cheque which is really good.
3. i didnt look ths horrible.


today.
1. i realised i only have a few nice clothes
2. i realised i really need to mug for my chinese bt my friend's giving me the tuition list tomms so i kp telling myself to chill.
3. my menses are over!!


seven things you love.
1. my friends :)
2. the invention of air con and mobile. and computer! and tv. and books :) yea. im a nerd. so?
3. my sistaa!! how could i forget
4. charlie frm busted. and david beckham. and orlando bloom.
5. am i supposed to say my mummy?
6. cosmogirl
7. good books :)

seven things you hate..
1. large nose
2. outbreaks :(
3. menses!! it shld be banned.
4. ppl thinking they're hell cool whn they lk idiotic strutting their stuff
5. stupid muds/bengs who kp playing w my..stuff. lyk ponytails, for the most recent encounter. arses!
6. add math!
7. betrayal.

seven things on your desk:
1. pencilcase
2. powerpuff cup tht has ths twirly straw wrapped ard it
3. lip gloss and concealer [why is it here?!]
4. diary
5. mobile+wallet
6. chinese stuff
7. computer! [duh.]

seven facts about you:
1. ugly
2. and uglier
3. getting outbreaks again
4. ostensibly female, but lack of breast size lends disturbing androgyny
5. large nosed
6. single and will forever be
7. ilove my friends!


seven artists/bands people should give a listen to:
1. michelle branch
2. simple plan
3. linkin park
4. mandy moore?
5. i dont knw! any song thts nice
6. blue! dnt dismiss thm as a buncha pretty boys. lee can sing. but i still lyk duncan. heh. evryone needs to listen to sweet songs nw and thn. dont deny it :)
7. oh! busted!

three things you like about the opposite sex:
1. must be cute! okay no. just teeny bit above average
2. smart
3. nice+sweet

four no no s about the opposite sex:
1. ugly+fatasses. mean, but true.
2. stinky breaths. lyk major turn off! yuck.
3. cmis who just love acting cool
4. SISSIES?!

three things you would eat on the last day of your life:
1. chocolateee+strawberries! oh and mangoes..and..
2. delifrance choc frappe
3. is it possible to gobble my friends up too?

four things you'd like to learn:
1. Breakdancing bt cmi
2. Wakeboarding! but thn agn, cmi.
3. Some dance-y thing! BUT! cmi.
4. Yoga BUT!! no patience for tht boring shite.

//stuck at home all alone. parents have gone to the travelling agency. think im going bangkok or smth. and a cruise. and my sis is happily at at*'s hse. of course, me, being the loner, stuck at home waiting for them to come home and go out for dinner? just had lunch at the mall. pizza hut's drumlets!! yummy yummy. heh. ordered ths yucky tomato sausage crap spaghetti for myself bt sis ate it in the end [she ws so certain tht she wldnt b eating anything due to ths ridiculous belief tht she has to reduce her arm fats -rolls eyes- shes only 40kg, for god's sake.] menses ended!! hee. cnt be more than elated. found out tht my mum's right. ths japan brand's pad is really good. thin bt good. okay. overshared.

and btw, da. sorry i cnt mt u in twn for dinner :( feel qt bad for nt helping you out tho u helped me the othr tym! tell me earlier nxt tym okay? guess stuff lyk tht kinda happns. bt er. u can ask your jnr's funny bf who's always gting pissed w u cos youre always nt going out w him?!? i hafta haf dinner w my parents la. sorry, babe.

and tings!! you gone into hibernation w your shou ce? rply my msg! -growls-

yay! took half an hour to re-do it.

shall happily go bathe nw :) yins just reminded me thr's cca tomms ._.

argh. am so friggin irritated. changed my entire layout but cancelled it accidentally.

fuck. so im still stuck with michelle branch.
argh!!

-looks at prev entry-
didnt go out w carol either. long story.

just studied 3hrs of chinese. decided to come onlyn ! shld i change my layout ? its getting old.

watched the park w tings ytd. freaky show! ws a 3D shw so they gave us ths paper glasses which we didnt knw wht it ws at the beginning. thn suddnly the screen said glasses on and evryone started scrambling ard for their glasses and pt thm on ! tings n i were lyk whts tht ? thn we recalled tht we got ths thing tht we didnt bother to find out wht it ws whn we bought the tickets [we actually briskwalked off aft buying the tics w/o tking our tics cos we only had 5mins to get our food]. anyway, we still found it [it ws beneath the chair of ths couple infrnta us].

the games carnival sucked.
the game bounce in my mobile is actually more exciting than the whole thing.

wenta little india ths morning for breakfast !! the whole place is crawling with indians. didnt knw mustafa has a hotel too. hmm.

oh! and i watched swimfan whn tings came ovr the othr day. shiri appleby's really cute.

Things In Football That Sound Dirty, But Aren't

1- The hole closed on him before he could penetrate it.
2- He's off to the sidelines for a quick blow.
3- It's a game of inches.
4- That hole was so big, you could drive a truck through it.
5- When you get down in this area, you just gotta start pounding.
6- He's gonna feel that one tomorrow.
7- He found his tight end.
8- He had to stretch to get it in.
9- He gets penetration in the backfield.
10- He blows them off (at the line).
11- He bangs it in.
12- He could go all the way.
13- He gets it off just in time.
14- He goes deep.
15- He found a hole and slid through it.
16- He pounds it in.
17- He beats them off (the line)
18- He's got great hands.

jeez. got ths through email. gross bt qt funny :D

staying home tdy cos im really tired ._.

going out w tings tomms tho :)
its been a longlonglong time.

okay. she just tld me tht she cnt cos her driver's going back to his kampong ?! grr. nevermind then.

wenta da's hse ytd to have our movie marathon thing :D watched the exorcist [thought it ws more lyk we were fastfwding to the freaky parts, scream n scream..okay tht ws only me but anw, thn we'd cont fastfwding till anothr freaky part n ths goes on till the movie ends. we evn skipped the entire first cd aft gting stuck on tht iraq thing for half an hour. imagine watching ppl digging in some boring old dusty desert agn n agn ! sheesh ! luckily da wenta steal some batteries so tht we cld move on] it ws really gruesome !! esp whn the girl started spewing out green puke and hollering in a male's voice. and she lks so monstery ! she used to have ths sweet face. thr ws one part whn she started climbing dwn the stairs on her hands and legs..you knw whn youre doing a bridge tht position ? yea excpt shes climbing dwn the stairs tht way and blood is spurting out evrywhr. lyk eww. its so sad. kpt kouping my sister's hokkien mee unknwingly. whoops ! but it ws really yummy ! so ws the tomyam tht dinah bought for us. thanks, maid ! hee :D

watched the american pie 3 too ! think its sweeter thn the prev one. ws funny and all. thn we watched naken weapon. but we cld only watch the second part cos the first part wsnt working. and after tht well, sex in the sea part, tings kpt wanting to try the first part and it came on ! but nobdy ws interested anm and so we moved on to save the last dance but the vcd ws really constipated ! so we decided it musta bn tired and let it rest. went playground and swing !! :) and took some retarded pics. and sat ard thn bought ice crm and evrything. and dinah's shoe came apart while swinging ! had to borrow rubberbands to tie it up.

whn we were back at da's hse, evryone wnted to be back home in time to watch holland v so tings mina and dinah left bt i cldnt cos my sis ws still having tuition w da's sis [who's pretty and looks lyk a darker versh of sammi cheng] so we watched holland v and i cant stnd tht bloody ba gu ! pretending to faint and all ! and stupid third sis ! dont be mean to yangyang k ! stupid bitch. and meanwhile, we played with ths lil p1 boy carey whose da's mum's guardian for. he's really cute ! and he really knws alorta bad words for a p1 boy. he got kinda fascinated with fones tht cld take pics and started snapping pics of buildings, [and asking me which one ws the biggest and smllest n all [?!!?]] plants, candid shots of ppl and the tv and othr weird stuff. and aft taking a shot thts nt blur, he wld proudly present to us his masterpieces. n he kps er boxing ppl and tickling/scratching the underside of my feet ! he's just really cute. :)

got home and rushed to watch bachelor ! stupid andrew didnt choose audree nor amber ! is he mad ! he picked some weird girls. -growls- no more pretty girls. and thr ws blue's guilty mtv !! duncan's chaochao cute. his new do's a bit weird bt still very shuai !! -faints- my lucky sis got kissed [on her hand la] by him whn she wenta see thm !! -jumps ard- maybe whn they come i shall go too and since i lk lyk my sis, he myt do the sme thing ! teehee ! okay fat hope.

and brock lesnar's won the championship for the third tym ! :) so thr, stupid kurt angle. shitified bald ass. -sticks tongue-

peepoopoo :)

im sick of being your ball and being thrown around when you feel like it.

jeez. my gbk's damn stale !!

anws, exams are over !! yippee :D nvr felt so relieved :)) but thr's still chinese o's ._.
oh well.

oh a brighter note, wnt out tdy !! hee. towned and watched a time for dancing and it ws so damn good. you really hafta catch it. great dancing [duh] ths pretty girl called samantha. and cute guys. touching plot :) but i wsnt v conc on the movie toward the ending of the shw cos i discovered tht i lost my mobile :( almost, thank goodness. aft my whole chanmali family helpfully helped me search, ths kind soul cleaner kpt it w him for 2hrs ! thanks, guys :) mina told me he kpt it under a cloth or smth so tht no one bt the rytful owner cld get it. tht ws bloody kind of him. m thinking abt writing a letter of compliment !! heh. since im so free now :) lido ppl are nice.

and bestie too !! iloveyou ! :)

ws supp to go to ths debating crap ! ws totally impromptu and hello ? i suck at debating [?!!] just wasted my tym and evrything. the intense freakiness in the atmosphere ws totally palpable ._.

town ws flooded w ppl ! its lyk everyone's finally out :D saw my pri sch friend evn. shall do a shoutout : hey jas :)

thinking abt changing my layout. hmm.

realised ths entry's really gushy and well, lame. but ..
yippee ! i cant stop smiling. feeling ditzy and lunatic but oh well. hee ! shant touch my books till i need to -grins-

everything's different
the lack of enthusiasm
and the loss for words.
whts happened to us?

ooh ! wwe's coming singapore ths decemeber :) not tht im going. my mum finds ths business too corruptive [?!] bt there'll be reports on it ryt ? :) bought my 725oi !! :D extremely elated. whee !! its the purple one !! been snapping away w my sis evr since. and thrs ths shot of her thts prettypretty ! :)

its just been a week and i already feel lyk im from some innate place and im typing for the first tym.

oh by the way. did you knw the word arse also means tht youre too lazy to do smth ? lyk im too arsed to study ?

3 more pprs to go ! sigh. mathmathmath ._. cant wait for it to end so tht we can plan our top secret plan in detail ! -looks at da+mina- :D

I feel like a song without the words
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home
I feel like a knight without a sword
The sky without the sun
cos you are the one

I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child that lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the same
since you've gone away

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home

They tell me that a man can lose his mind
Living in the pain
The call in times gone by
The crying in the rain
You know I've wasted half the time
And I'm on my knees again
'till you come to me
yeah

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
I lay my head against your heart
I know I'm home
I know I'm home
I know I'm home

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home

lucks for end years, everyone !!


^xI hate the way you talk to me

And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
hate you so much it makes me sick
It even makes me rhyme
I hate the way you're always right.
hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way
I don't hate you
Not even close,
not even a little bit,
not even at all.

She got out of town on the railway, new york bound
Took all except my name
Another alien on broadway
Well, some things in this world you just can't change
Some things you can't see until it gets too late

[Chorus]

Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world
And maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around and come on home

I got a hole in me now
I got a scar I can talk about
She keeps a picture of me in her apartment in the city
But some things in this world
Man, they don't make sense
Some things you don't leave until they leave you
And then the things that you miss, you say

[Chorus]

Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world
And maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around and come on home

Let that city take you in (come on home)
Let that city spit you out (come on home)
Let that city take you down, yeah
For god sakes turn around

[Chorus]

Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world
Yeah well, maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights dont receive you
Well, turn yourself around and come on home

Yeah, come on home
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Come on home
Yeah, come on home
Yeah, come on home
Yeah, come on home
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Come on home

sweet sweet song ! :) did mol and acids and bases tdy. searched for e.lit notes thts why im onlyn !! and da, thanks for my friendster pic :)

im just glad ive finally morphed out of the storybook ive forged my life into

havnt blogged for quite a while.

sigh. examsexamsexams !!

my dear chaipo gna tch me acids+bases l8r. totally dnt get tht damn chapt. okay maybe i havnt studied it yet bt i can forsee its too tough la. easier to get someone alive tch me. crapp :D

anws sorry dinah for er flaring up ._.
caught the bout of pms ytd :((

am so deprived of evrything, i actually sat nxta my sis while she ws onlyn as my only form of relaxation ._. well at least im blogging. heh heh. my gbk's pathetic !!

alryt. shall go off alr ''

ll be back aft the exams r ovr ?

yayy !! playplayplay aft tht :)

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Badness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Nigga, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With the ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' in the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

was v upset abt tht frigging math test results :(( oh well. whtevr. got over it.

bestie+nana ! thanks for cheering me up la. and my dsf too. :)) and mina . xin . dinah, thanks for your sweet note :)

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mugging season is here. actually its been in the air for qt some tym alr. ahh !! getting stressed. reallyreally hope i dnt fail my math too badly !! despise stupid math. it always pulls evrything dwn !!

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nth much happened. the daily routine - school, waiting for recess to arrive, thn anticipating for sch to end, thn going hme/school to study. studied in sch ytd ! my sis is a genius :D amazed at her transformation !!

oh ! and my supposed gay daddy, mina and les mum, tingx, got married. da+i were the flower girls and my sis+dinah+wyn were the err, witnesses ! they did exchange rings - lollipop rings, tht is.

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bestie
hey girl. dont get too stressed alryt ? silly girl. its nt the o's or anything. youre gonna collapse whn its the o's if you get so easily stressed !! and i hope evrything's good. you knw wht i mean. and rply my msg !! you gu pi girl ! snt you smth interesting. hee :D

decided to come blog agn since i had to wait for my bloody hair to dry and also cos i hate the hair dryer.

ws bathing whn i suddnly thot of poor mina lying face dwn on the ground after my attempt to er, carry her. -hides- sorry !! but it ws really funny :D and she stayed there for a good 2minutes sumore. so all of us were basically laughing at her fallen back. teehee ! guess she fell front and was too tired to turn ovr. realised tht it ws qt fun tdy :))

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realysed i forgot to emphasize on my study session w nana+reenx on thurs !! :D we finally studied togth !! and evryone's still as corny as before :)) miss the sec2 days. just one year and suddnly nana is the math expert -winks-

just rched hme.

my gbk's lyk damn stale !! -screws nose- i shall assure myself tht ths is the case bcos its the exam period !! -nods- heh. havnt bn onlyn for a few days. managed to keep my paws off the comp !! lyk finally. heh.

nth much happned these few days -- just studied ard pretty much :)) in school and all. oh ! went sakae ytd. had buffet. cos we used the comp to order the food, it took a really long tym n we kpt ordering ovr n ovr agn..in the end all the orders cme at the sme tym and our table was super loaded !! and we heard tht thrs ths rule tht if we dnt finish evrything, we'd we fined. so funny tingx was lyk gorging herself w all the food and trying her best to make the most out of her 16bucks of sushi. heh. did 2.5pges of the mole 10yr series and got darn fed up. evryone was scrming and shouting ._. only da was quietly at the corner popping the beans outta the sprouts [eww !! who eats that ?!!], contented. so cutee !! :D heh. anws, just wna thank tingx : for tching me tht moley crap :)) at least a knw a bit more nw. and m sorry if i screamed at you !! was not in the ryt state of mind at tht tym !! you knw how we both get easily pissed whn doing math and stuff.. -guilty pout-

anws wnt wyn's hse tdy. studied tht teeny weeny lil bit !! ._. her house is totally nt a ideal place to study !! evrything is a distraction evn tho thr aint anything to entertain us [n w/o her bro's singing ths tym] !! dnt knw whts wrong either. evn my sheet of rules didnt work. it says no talking on ths huge sign tht i drew and thr r some lil details. we did abide by it for lyk 1/2 an hour, tho. drank liquor and i dnt understnd why i seem to be drunk to thm. just spilt a great deal of the stuff on my jkt. and maybe on the floor ? and the table ? and on the chem booklet ? and laughing a lil loudly ? -grumbles- evn wnt to the extent of calling my sis n informing her !! ._. and yea, im the wall :( suffering frm ths horrible sprain on my right leg nw. err, fell frm the stairs cos it was pitch dark and i missed the last step. so embarrassing !! hahaha suddnly remembered abt tht pants aka carpet thing. saw ths big cloth thingie outsyd the loo ground and da+i thot it was for us to wipe our feet. turned out to be a pair of pants !! luckily we didnt wipe our feet on it.

no toilet trips ths tym -winks-

oh ! had my choc frappe :D and bought princess diaries 5 ! and shopaholic :)) shall restrict myself frm reading thm or else i wldnt b revising at all.

gay papa ! youre really gayish ya knw ? nt living up to your namesake at all ._. and fling ! you aint fling-ish either. and my twin ! :(( big bullies --

'off to wash up and hobble to bed !!
\\ snores

woohoo!! ha ehh?? hw cme u grt e draft thin? o no!! kena caught red handd tt i invaded. haa. still wonderin which prt o me bcme more kiddo!! signs. thot ppl grow 2 lk more matured wit age?? xception herre. ha. anws we r finishin our sis bk soon! yays!! tink we gta go gt a really nice bk dis tym rd. tt wn ish jus lyk sme rag lorr wit sme am notes in front?! ha. alrites invasion tym ish limitd. gtg. zooms --

'ser.

haha. just nw tht dog thing ws horrifying ! ppl should be sued if they laugh at victims lyk us ._. -sings holland v song while you do the dance- :D

whoopee !! back from tuition. finally bought my ralph lauren perfume !! hee ! happyhappy.
the miniature's damn cute bt many shops dnt sell it :(

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my sis is positively the cutest person alive !! gawd. shes my cutiepie ! :)

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forgot to blog abt my err, lunch. was waiting for tingx's driver and we wnta tht tau huay shop. ate the soya milk thing w the tang yuan w peanuts !! yummy :))
still played w the ants on the walls. heh. tried to scare them with our hands' shadows. and they really stop there unmoving till you move away ! ._.

have decided tht mondays are my fave days :))
tingx+i share a new crush ! but its damn impractical. heh.
but thts wht crushes r supp to be ryt ?
impractical and everything.

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grr. cant watch holland v today cos got tuition !! and ths is the bloody episode whn jingjing tells xiaoxin [cute !] whether she marries him ! ._. hmrpfs. just read some stuff abt arguementative writing in epebble. and it wasnt v useful excpt for the TASTE thing ?!

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yins is flabbergasted w the msn color thing. shes bn trying to change to light pink for an hour and all she gets is peach ! ._.

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why is everything so boring nowadays ?
-sigh- shall go eat dinner.

feeling kinda quiz-ish today so here i am (:

just finished one pathetic chapt of chem and had dinner. chickn mccrispy. my fave !! :D -licks fingers- but my mum says theyre gna stp selling mccrispy soon :( so all fellow mccrispy lovers, go grab your final mccrispy ! heh.

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My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
brought to you by Quizilla

how come evryone who does ths gets 16 yrs old ?!

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You're goin' down! FOR STALKING!
Please rate if you liked!


What Would You Go to Jail For? (Many outcomes)
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heh. ths one's corny.

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Power Rangers Movie!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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jeez ! -screws face- im not a kid !

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Legardored is your Vampire name.
You are one hell of an insane Vampire. Anyone who
messes with you is out of their minds.
To use your new Vampire name and become a Vampire,
go here:
www.life-blood.cjb.net


What is your Vampire name?
brought to you by Quizilla

hee !

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Everyone remembers the 'faked-orgasm-in-a-deli'
sequence from your kind of movie When Harry Met
Sally. It seems that you're falling for a buddy
or have already fallen for them. Uh-oh. You're
probably caught between the possibility of
having a great relationship and wrecking the
one you have now. You know what they say, it's
better to regret something you did than
something you didn't do.


What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life?
brought to you by Quizilla

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YOU EAT PEOPLE!!!


what's YOUR deepest secret?
brought to you by Quizilla

ha.

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hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.


What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

mm. how come its different from tht tym i did it ?

and whn i do it agn, its..


cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

-raises eyebrws- back to wht it was the first tym i did it. weird.

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What Finding Nemo Character are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

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okayy enough of quizzes. gna bathe and find smth else to do. heh.

stop asking why.
think about yourself.
maybe its you who just have no time for me anymore.

is it me or does blogger haf ths new device ? ths draft+change tym+date thingie appears.

oh anws, end of sch hols ! :(( didnt do much work. depressing. -sigh- my sis has suddnly transformed into some superb hardworking soul, mking me feel bad for slacking !! gna go cram some chem in my brain cells l8rs.

was channel switching last nyt..kpt switching frm 5 to 8 and 8 to 5..chan 5 had wwe summer slam ! gawd. cant believe stupid kurt angle defeated brock lesnar twice !! sheesh. bloody kurt angle. anws ths lavendar shw ws up on chan 8. by kelly chen+takeshi kaneshiro ! my gawd. hes damn cute. hee :D got an eyeful.

yins msged me telling me hw high the energy concert ws ytd ._. cld evn hear her screaming and screeching all the way thru my mobile. not to forget her famous jumps whn shes she super duper excited. bt toro wsnt thr ! :( and tht fact doesnt intrigue my excitement ovr thm anm. oh well.

hmm ! bestie's supp to be back today !! :D hope she msges me lyk she promised. lyf is superb boring w/o her. esp whn evryone else is busy doing their thing -looks at dsf and sis and all my energy fanatic friends- and w nobdy to amuse me and arouse my excitement ovr..some topics :))

shld i change my layout ? not tht i haf tym for it anws -frowns-

rainy rainy day againn.

Last night I saw you the first time since we broke
I tell you baby it all came back to me
When I looked into your eyes there was something more
That I never really noticed before
Could it be?
That I was wrong
I was so wrong
When I realized
And turned around and you were gone
If I say I want you back
Would you turn around and say you want me too
'Cause I say I want you back
This time I really mean it

It hurts so much
I want to tell you I changed for you
But I don't know what to say or do
We grew apart but I still want you in my heart
I believe it's time to make a new start
Could it be that I was wrong
And I was so wrong
When I realized and turned around and you were gone

If I say I want you back
Would you turn around and say you want me too
'Cause I say I want you back
This time I really mean it

It's a thing
I want you
I want you back
Will you turn around and walk away
From me
It's a shame
I want you back
With me
Believe

If I say I want you back
Would you turn around and say you want me too
'Cause I say I want you back
This time I really mean it

And if I say I want you back (I want you back)
And if you say you want me too (Do you really want me too?)

And if I say I want you back (I want you back)
And if you say you want me too (Do you want me too?)

And if I say I want you back (Want you back)
And if you say you want me too (I need you by my side)

And if I say I want you back (I want you back)
And if you say you want me too (Do you want me too?)

And if I say I want you back (Baby, I want you baby)
And if you say you want me too (I want you too, I want you baby, do you want me too?)

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You were my first slow dance
Thouht that we had a chance
But together it was too hard for you
Hanging out with your friends
And I accepted things
All I need is for you to be true
I know you care
But it's just not fair
When you're not around I want you there
And I need you to stop breaking my heart...
Quit breaking my heart
It's tearing apart
All I need is for you to be true
Quit breaking my heart
It's tearing us apart
Baby quit breaking my heart
Baby I don't feel this way about everyone
Something about you boy
Nothing seems to be quite this
Holding your hand
Touching my face
Standing here waiting for our first kiss
I know you care
But it's just not fair
When you're not around I want you there
And I need you to stop breaking my heart...
Quit breaking my heart
It's tearing apart
All I need is for you to be true
Quit breaking my heart
It's tearing us apart
Baby quit breaking my heart
Quit breaking my heart
I know you care
But it's just not fair
When you're not around I want you there
And I need you to stop breaking my heart...
Quit breaking my heart
It's tearing apart
All I need is for you to be true
Quit breaking my heart
It's tearing us apart
Baby quit breaking my heart



heh. mandy moore frenzy. her old songs.